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Pettiest wishes

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 For the longest time I thought there's a whole me... I couldn't be anymore wrong. Nobody's a whole them. You find yourself piece by piece in differently entitled people who themselves are finding themselves piece by piece. It is like you steal other people's personality until you feel yeah that much is me and you push forward to another person, like some netflix series you start watching until your favourite character dies and you find something else to watch. There are times you watch the whole series, those are the times when you stand by the person in whom you are not interested or attached to for the personality only, you want to see how far this goes secretly hoping for the forever.  There's so much of you in me, my heart brimming, spilling, flowing everywhere, So when I do not manage to keep you all in me, I fit you in my poem instead. Even when my poetry a crooked unheard voice never reaches your ears, I will always hope that on the nights where you go to be

A love call

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 A few more blocks I thought. A few more blocks and then I can go back to my place. I walked enough for tonight. It has been a tiring day today, honestly it has been a tiring week. A soft breeze grazed my face pushing a lock of hair on my face, I adjusted my earphones. Again. A habit i have picked up on since axiety has taken over me. I saw a street music show across the road. Me being me, put away the earphones and headed over there.  "Tu pehla pehla pyaar h mera" song was being played. I closed my eyes. I miss being carefree, being just me. "He is not even that good" said someone beside me, forcing me to open my eyes. I looked at him, "He doesn't have to be" and moved near a railing behind the show to sit and enjoy. He came beside me and sat. I ignored him, looking straight ahead. "Alright he is nice. You just looked so at peace listening to him so i-" he was talking when I cut him off and said, "so you decided to come and disturb my p

Happiness of a Newbie

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               Yes, she found him. Unexpectedly, but yes. Did they see their stars aligned? No. Did any of their life planning scheduled this? No. Does it feel that it was supposed to happen? Yes. A million times yes. Now that it has happened it feels that this was their destiny all along. Now that their path has finally crossed it feels like they were walking together for a long time now, just didn’t knew about each other. Of course there’s a story. Of course there were those exciting firsts. But for the relations that last forever, they don’t matter. The relations that have their roots and start strong don’t need their firsts to be special, everyday feels like a new day to make new firsts. And she wished this was her happily ever after. She wanted them to last forever. Not because they were bound now, but because they both had enough love for each other to last eternity. Of course every relation has its obstacles, but she felt prepared for anything and everything that came their way.

Little Red Heart Emoji

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Little red heart emoji People say sarcasm is difficult to decipher, but if you actually think it this way it is the innocent Chandler who was considered over smart. It’s the metaphor that u can’t decipher, cannot actually understand what one is talking about. Without context you will always be blank around metaphor. Here is something with context to decipher the below metaphor. Open your phone and check any social media page and count these little red heart emoji. Yes, you will find plenty of them. It’s like the prettiest girl in your class; you will find her in every boy’s heart in the class. The little red heart emoji is so appealing, automatically one uses it. You might even find it in your recent emoji list. It does not have to do anything, doesn’t have to be meaningful to get the importance, its beauty alone gets it to be everyone’s favorite. Alone the little red heart emoji gets two people in love. Not only it is favorite, it is common too. People don’t think twic

An Attempt

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It defined love. yes, the very simplest of things defined it. Love is the transition from the scared eyed baby when whirled to the unforgettable giggle he slips. Love is the transition from anticipating someone's next words to buffering their next words. Love is the transition from asking somebody's food choice to pre-ordering their meal. Love is the transition from trying to change someone for our comfort to accepting them as they are. Love is the transition from getting conscious when he is around to breaking down in front of him in your worst. Yes, simple, isn't it? Stirred in the inherited stupid version of bollywood or hollywood, we all go find our prince charming, or the beautiful princess we always have dreamt of. We all set up standards for all the normal humans to perform very un-human (if you know what i mean), which the other party assumes to be their expectations. And when one doesn't come up to that mind set because of their own personal standards